the way it is.

2007-02-02T21:09:00.000-08:00

when was the last post? i just realise that it was last yr's dont know when, when i last blogged.

tskkk.

i read my post and find myself CHILDISH.

yes. thats it. ainslee wants me to blogg. but i feel stressful whenever i blog.

i think its crap.

and that useless man is known as dad

2006-09-24T11:55:00.000-07:00

sherry wants to pass eng..
report writing was one piece of crap alr..
compo was boring..
summary seems okay only to me?
the only thing that is okay is like compre..
wana die arh,

and once again.. my tutor starts talking crap.. shes always being a wet blanket when my exams are around the corner..

yea larh i was arguing w her for the whole tuition lesson ytd..
always argue with me..
i actually dint want her to be my tutor anymore..
but my mother wants it.. like WTH?!
whats the point of hving a tutor when shes always being a bitch..

yes and im still pissed with him..
tsktsk.. :/

2006-09-22T21:54:00.000-07:00

ok im pissed with my parents.. VERY

what the expect me to be top student or sth?!
esp my father.. he can just go die lah..
hving a father = not hving a father..
like whats the point of hving another person at home wasting space wasting money and wasting food and do nth to help except to watch tv play computer eat and slp all day? furthermore he is like so selfish lorh..
he hates my hairstlye.. he thinks that its ugly.
he thinks the way i wear my uniform is sloopy.. like wth?!
he thinks that my maths grades dropped.. wtf!?
now my mum thinks the same too. and the next time she wont allow me to cut this hairstyle anymore. so i shall find a way t bribe the hairdresser.

he just irritates me and pisses me off.. FUCK OFF!

2006-09-16T17:05:00.000-07:00

steady as she goes...

lets see..
dint attend school on friday..
vvvvvvvvvvv sick.
been hving sore throat since tues.. and hv t get well by next fri

and i just realise that most guys from chi mtvs are not any better looking.

and i need to replenish on the list of songs ive been listening before i go monotonous.HAHA

2006-09-14T20:19:00.000-07:00

ok my previous post was to mushy and emotional. im afraid that some ppl will cry after reading it! HAHA.
and since caryn blogged abt me i defnitely owe her a post on her.
yes thinking abt the past Caryn Lim Pei Chie is someone woman who walked into my life in 1g205 and i could tolerate her back then.. but now times are different, shes irritating me more more! I CAN TOLERATE NO MORE! haha thats why i hv t blog, she actually lust after me secretly and she had been my secret admirer for more then a yr alr. she thinks that i rock more then her.
and dun worry to her cause i dun miss anyone. that only makes her JEALOUS! booo! HAHA. well thats all i remember abt her, no you dian. tsktsk.

ok caryn! IM DONE!
quoted from caryn's blog:
"Okay, so, I'm suppose to talk about Sherry. Well, Sherry is a toot? Hahah. Okay, Sherry is a classmate in 2G2. I don't know what to say. But according to Sherry, she thinks she rocks, and that she's straight. And, she promised not to miss anyone again. So take note! If sherry ever says she misses someone, please inform me at 99999999! Thks ;D"

2006-09-14T20:05:00.000-07:00

it was so sweet how we spent the past few nights together,
just the both of us. its when this time. im feeling the heartache, that i havent been feeling since the day i fell for you.
only if you were going through the heartache im experiencing.
its sucha prefect night, but You Ruined Everything.
Its almost impossible to see what I feel for you.
You still ruined the night that I thought i would enjoy and remember it for life.
but im sorry this time i chose to forget it. I would choose to Forget Everything,
Im so sorry for wasting your time. Maybe the good times would come back soon.

ok anw sherrys a straightie now! tonight from 14 sept onwards!
haha ok lorh.. i hv been straight for a very long time alr.. but no one blieves me ):
well thats all today was stupid i also duno why.
just felt that way. still i shall go study spelling now. for tmr. or else mrs leo will be disappointed with our CUTE CUTE class! HAHAH

2006-09-12T20:35:00.000-07:00

Girls dont like boys
Girls like cars and money... true?

ok anw mass run was slpy.
i nearly fell aslp okay?
the netballers were screaming so loudly. thats why cant slp. :/

anw lessons were damn slack today, ms tay wasnt here for cme and mr john wasnt here for class interraction. can imagine how free we were okay?
and then for english, mrs leo kept claiming that our class became cuter after the hols!
even gave us 2 gotchas. but that was cz ALL of us, as in ALL! finished our wrk. and she said that shes gona praise us infrnt of mr john ((: haha how sweet of her ((: and that she wants to give us gotcha after gotcha cause we were being SOOOOOOO CUTE!! haha i think shes the cutest lah! <3
shes like the first tchr that found us CUTE! HAHA, yes we are 2g2o6 is VERYYY CUTE!

went out with my mum.. haha yes my mother theresa!
im like soooooooooooooooooooooooo nice to accompany her to taka just to walk arnd like idiots and she had to go to dental at 330, she met her mum there. and so i went home and she was being nice okay? haha helped me hold tablet. but actually she SHOULD! cz i was being so nice to go to taka w her and just to look like dummies x)

my throat still hurts and i cant speak now. ):
no voice. those ppl will still get it from me when my voice is back!

benching with yasmin.. well haha yea was FUNNNNNAAAEEEEE!
made up too many STUPID stuff! and they are seriously STUPID!

mum wanted to bring me to docs actually. and i wanted to pon tmr.
but its okay lah.. i wana go to docs only when my illness is like worse.
so for sure get mc one!! HAHA im smart, aint i?

2006-09-11T22:55:00.000-07:00

im never serious to thosei never truly love,
and she will see the msg that was from the bottom of my heart

omg. msn is like so sucky today!
cant sign in!! BOOOO!!

anw first day of school seemed so boring and tiring duno why.
haha its not REALLY first day though.
kinda normal to all of us i supp..

pe was fun fun fun!!
haha played floorball. i think the game is exactly like hockey..
cz i dun rem seeing any difference btwn tht 2 :/
pearllyn hurt her hand, poor her, get well soon (:
and jacinta claims that im very violent during floorball! 0.O
ok i dun feel atg. maybe its just natural, and my hockey skills are deproving very vey ALOT!
haha can see :/

ok changed the maths test date thing on the board.
from today to wednesday (:
thanks gdness ms loo was okay with it x)
spent recess in class with thrina.

art was nice too.. but dont hv any ideas of what to draw :/

and caryn kukuly went to queensway w/o me ):
she cld hv waited okay? actually its my fault lah. so sry ):
had to take hist test, okay lah nt bad. but hist and lit and get a lil mixed up at times.

and well stayed back till 5+ i think. did lit. haha hopefully we didnt put it in the wrong pigeon hole or else can cry and die!

very tired alr.
sore throat cant talk.
those ppl who offended me today! hahaha u will get it from me when i hv my voice back!
MWAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. did i just made myself sound like a mermaid? hahaha i rem the part abt her voice.. LALALAAAAA. i cant even sing w/o my voice. can only listen :/

ok im very very very tired alr.. need t slp alr.. yawnssssss

edit/
btw its 9/11 today
REST IN PEACE INNOCENT SOULS

2006-09-09T17:12:00.000-07:00

ok actually i wanted t edit.. but cant duno why just hangs whenever ive tried.

and now im doing lit.
kuku zuzu is complaining abt learning lab to me online.

oh yeah i shall blog abt the stupid things that happened at the salon this morning.
first i walked in. ok everyone seemed so happy and stuff.
haha then i saw this chio looking woman. she was working there too at the counter nt a hairdresser though.
so yea my mum told her abt the appointment and stuff.
then we went to sat down.. this quite handsome guy served us tea and he was smiling at me and so i smiled back..
ok then i turned back cz i was waiting for my hairdresser. and again, i saw THAT same hairdresser and he was smiling at me again.. and this time i was like 0.O okay?!
so my hairdresser came.. snipsnipsnip.. blahblah talked to my mum. then my mum went to talk on the phone outside. so my hairdresser ALSO had a call and he went away to answer and left me looking like an idiot sitting alone over there.
and then my hairdresser came back and told me that the smiling guy wanted my number.. and i was like 0.O! hahaha and i so i said okay?! but then at this time my mum came in. so i acted blur like i dint know atg abt the number shit.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA SO FUNNY?! he is like 20+ can be my brother alr!
ok now im scared of that place. cant go alone alr -.-"
but its okay lah, got MY hairdresser to protect me.. HAHAHHA SOUNDS WRONG?!
but its okay cz i know him for more than a year alr x)))

ok i still think today is STUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPID!!! xpppppp

2006-09-09T16:18:00.000-07:00

omg that IS jesse mccartney! and im crazy about him once again!
isnt he just CUTE?!
woooooohooooooo!
anw just went to cut my hair..
duno if its screwed ):
thats it!

2006-09-07T21:09:00.000-07:00

everyone around me who fell in love is being loved back..
except me. i feel like a fool; but too bad im not missing you

anw im seriously hving problems with my lit and my maths hw.
SETS SUCK LIKE SHIT!
the alliteration never ends.. HAHA
ok anw. i think im gona puke soon.
i forgt everything abt tqea.. ):

i shall go try now.
and jian bao is so tedious.. art not done yet..
its even worse lorh art.
take pics.
wana die right?! i think ill just show yvonne ong all my neos and talk to her abt the different emos. HAHAHAHA!

hypered too much this morning.. till my heart hurt! hahha duno why i felt that way :/

2006-09-05T23:12:00.000-07:00

ok!
i shall BLOG!

todays sci lecture wasnt really very fruitful..
spent the morning gambling.. HA!
dint really learnt much.. i was spending most time playing with that coffee game in zu's com.
i think the lect was BORING.. TEDIOUS.. AND SLEEPY!!
thrina went for stupid trial. :/

went to cine with caryn later in the morn..
hahah so many things happened.
second time going out with caryn..
i just hv one word t describe.. C-R-A-Z-Y!
a min we are slacking and the other min we are rushing like mad!
haha ryn arh.. cheer up k?
dun think abt it tooooo much (:

anw watched love wrecked..
wanted to watch the break-up but too late..
the only time slot is at 545???
haha i cant make it.
walked around from like 1015 out of sch till 800pm hahha wana die!!
met mum at paragon den went to walk around. cz mum wants to go shopping and she wants a new bag.. hahah im like so guai to follow her!

and i seriously need ppl t help me with my lit essay.. maybe thrina x)
we are always doing that over the phone. (:

ok what else? i need help with sci too.

only if he can stop what i hate that hes doing right now :/

2006-09-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

ok ok im sleepy today..
ive been yawning for the whole of the morning.
first accompanied mom t wisma n taka to get her new bag..
yes she promise t lemme cut hair on friday (:
ITS A VERY VERY VERY LONG LIST.. HOPE I MADE NO MISTAKES (:

ok den i read the papers and i wana blog abt i think most ppl wld love to know abt it too (:
its abt:
WINNERS OF THE MTV VIDEO MUSIC AWARDS
Video of the year: Panic! At the Disco, I Write Sins not Tragedies
Viewers' choice: Fall Out Boy, Dance Dance
Best Male Video: James Blunt, You're Beautiful
Best Female Video: Kelly Clarkson, Because Of You
Best Group Video: The All-American Rejects, Move Along
Best rap Video: Chamillionaire, Ridin'
Best R&B Video: Beyonce, Check On It
Best hip-hop Video: Black Eyed Peas, My Humps
Best dance Video: Pussycat Dolls featuring Snoop Dogg, Buttons
Best Rock Video: AFI, Miss Murder
Best Pop Video: Pink, Stupid Girls

2006-09-01T16:08:00.000-07:00

omg! im sick!
sick as in flu and sore throat!
poor me lorh..

firstest first day of hols.
teachers day somemore
still hv t go back sch on mon n tues ):
and now my nose is aching like shit.
cant breathe.. and if i go for mass run i think ill die. ):

ps. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

2006-08-28T20:35:00.000-07:00

omg! its my bad day again!!!!
its like the same as friday!

ok first.. lets see arh;
in the morning!
1) stomachache for the whole morning! :/
2) i failed my science once again! ):
3) thrina spilt water on my blouse and my skirt! woots but it dried after some time.
4) IDIOT ZU PRICKED A FUCKING PENCIL INTO MY ARM!!!
I SWEAR NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER EVER TO STAND BESIDE WINZU AGAIN!
SHES GONA SUPPLY MY POCKET MONEY FOR ONE WHOLE MONTH!
and she actually stuffed the whole pencil into my arm okay?
when she plucked the pencil away.. the lead broke and stucked in my arm.
so i had to pull the broken lead out myself and press for the blood to flow out.
and i had t use my name tag's needle to scrape the lead out.
it was painful and feelingless just now..
now its sweeling!! POOR ME!!!

and lemme tell u the convo btwn me my mum and my dad.

me: stupid zu poked the pencil into my arm.. but i think its okay now. [shows arm]
mum: omg.. really? lemme see... [sees arm] are u sure there are no more lead inside?
me: no i dun think so.. but u try pressing i dun think its gona be painful.
mum: dun wan.. im afraid my dirty hands are gona make ur arm more painful.
me: [pressing my wound] hahha ouch! i dint know it hurts.
{this is where papa comes in}
dad: come show me..
me: [shows arm t dad]
me: help me pour alcohol den i can wipe the lead marks off.
dad: careful.. the alcohol is leaking.. nvm it can come off.
me: haha i think its not coming off.. :/
dad: its okay.. if its swelling tmr ill bring u t the doctors for injection.
WTH?! HAHAH LIKE I HVNT BEEN FOR INJECTIONS SINCE P6! HAHA!
OK I SHALL PRAY THAT I DOESNT SWELL..
IF NOT WINZU SHALL DIE!!!
me: [my last line] hahah dun worry.. i shall make winzu pay for my medical bills!

5) i did not bring my ezlink and had stupidly walked to the mrt station and had to spend 90cents for the trip home! wana die right?

tsktsk.. POOR ME!!

hmmmmmmmmmppppppphhhhhh!!

ps. my mind is made and im doing it once again.. dun miss me (:

2006-08-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

OK IM PISSED!
im seriously in a bad mood today.
first my dad,
second my aunt
third my youngest fucking cousin.

u wldnt wana know what sins they've done.
esp my aunt she can just go die..
no point traeting her nice.
i used to talk to her very rudely. but now when i start treating her nicely
shes off to be pissiful alr. i feel like stabbing her okay?!
im so nice to lent her BRAND NEW stuff.. lemme stress "BRAND NEW" i hvnt even touched it before and now its missing at home?!
wth okay?! i really wana KILL HER AND IM SERIOUS.
violence was always my last resort..
but this time im pissed i swear.. I DAMN PISSED!

and im going to my grannies hse later... i dun feel like at all!
i wana go sch and grab my art piece and start working on it.
or else that ong will start scolding again.. i thought she was supp to be nice.. BUT BUT shes totally opposite..
):

wana die arh!!!
and many ppl are gona miss me..

and im addicted to hilary's song: what dreams are made of.
i think the song is nice!

anw i shall stay back during recess on monday t finish art..
but its MONDAY!
i so totally love mondays. though i wanted to pon monday -.-

2006-08-26T15:41:00.000-07:00

yes i shall blog.. since i hv nth to do.. REALLY NOTHING!
i just realise how bored it is t stay home for the whole day.
even the amount of hw is during me nuts..
so little hw yet im going crazy.
i think its bcz of the weather sooooo hot and warm! pooooff!

anws i also realise that im reading taiwan papers..
haha yes the newspapers from taiwan and im going for the latest taiwan news..
must be my parents..
and i think taiwan newspapers rocks whole time!
hahah quite nice. though i dun really understand all the words.. can ask mum.
she very good!

anw off for lunch now. ):

2006-08-22T19:18:00.000-07:00

lalala.. kinda bored now..
i think most ppl are in holiday mood now.

hahahha and there are a few movies i want t watch!
and miss thrina agrees with me (((:

im seriously amused by mother fish :/
ewwwwwwwww... so totally saw the color of her g-string. tsktsk

me and yas are always daydreaming abt stupid stuff! haha
the rolling on the gorund and getting book for lesbianism.. wana die okay?

anw i dun feel like going school.. so sian.
:/

2006-08-16T21:13:00.000-07:00

haha well lessons are kinda boring today..
seems so long.
d&t is next monday, still hv one last sub to go. ):

anw stayed back today to finish up pbl.. haha actually i feel guilty cz i dint really do atg during the stay back.. haha i was kinda bz with insaniaquarium and eating samantha's ikan bilis.. haha is that how u spell? still yeah and sam dun even know how to go read blogs.. pathetic lurh she! haha first time reading her first blog today..
den went to play bball with sam.. shes quite good lurh, used to play in her pri sch.
well, she stayed back t do self-training in the sch gym. well i went t taka to meet my mum. haha took taxi. there were so many crescentians there!!! coolzxzxzxzxzxzx (:

haha anw.. he can just go suck ballz.. i wonder if he ever treated me like a somebdy..

2006-08-15T22:10:00.000-07:00

A bible in one hand,
he makes decisions

ok today is sucha weird weird day. duno why, i had the strength to run throughout for mass run.. but it seemed more like mass walk. haha so i walked with the crowd. (:

well stayed back today. still 315, the lit thing was kinda fun lurh.. celine was laughing her insides out okay?! cant understand how come she can laugh so much at one go.
anw first time teaming up with vam the babe the dude the cel (: haha 6 in a grp.
so lets see:
portia-celine
bassanio-ME(:
messenger-zu
prince of Morocco-thrina
nerissa-yasmin
prince of Arragon-evelyn
ok thats it
but i still thrina look more like a nerissa and yasmin look more like a prince of Morocco and cel agrees with me too.
haha yes, i also duno how come im so close to vam this yr (:

ok anw trying to finish up the chinese hw which is due 3wks ago. or maybe 2 hahah (:

2006-08-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

ok i wana blog quick!
im bored now! wana slp but cant.
ok anw i always wanted to do that ipod quiz thing.. haha i shall use my mp4 since i dun hv a n ipod.. same lurh (:

how am i feeling today?
Avril Lavigne - He Wasnt

will i get far in life?
Hilary Duff - I Cant Wait

how do my friends see me?
Missy Elliott - Lose Control (WOOTS!)

where will i get married?
Jessca Simpson - A Public Affair (thats not good :/ but i hv that same hunch ;D)

what is my best friend's theme song?
Justin Timberlake - Senorita (what the?!)

what is/was my high school like?
Black Eyed Peas - My Humps (make me sound like some super model? bothering abt humps)

how can i get ahead in life?
Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway (WOAH! isnt that good?! sounds good to me ;D)

what is the best thing abt me?
Panic! At The Disco - Time to Dance (honestly i cant dance :/)

what is today going to be like?
Skye Sweetnam - Tangled Up In Me (woah.. creeppyy QUITE TRUE)

what is in store for this weekend?
LMNT - Hey Juliet (ok i hvnt been listening to this song.. but what does it mean? im gona be in love? this weekend?! haha WTH)

what song describes my parents?
Simple Plan - Crazy (OMG SO TRUE! haha sry parents nt my fault.. blame it on my mp4)

my grandparents?
Hilary Duff - Come Clean (chimzxzx hidden meaning.. haha i shall go figure out (:)

how is my life going?
Jesse McCartney - Come To Me (wish me all the best dudezxzx.. i can hv WHATEVER i want. TRUE TRUE x) )

what song will they play at my funeral?
Michal Learns To Rock - Wild Women (WTH?! am i gona be one? or are there gona be one at my funeral?)

how does the world see me?
High School Musical - Breaking Free (am i supp to be like that? haha SOUNDS WONDERFUL!)

will i have a happy life?
Barry Manilow - Copacabana (this song is abt a showgirl who this guy fell in love with.. den she grew old and lost her love.. is this supp to be good? ): )

what do my friends really think of me?
Michelle Branch - Everywhere (haha OMG! they think of me?! haha i seriously think that im lovable (: )

do people secretly lust after me?
The Pussycat Dolls - Dont Cha (hahahahah LMAOF! yea?! AGREES!)

how can i make myself happy?
Hilary Duff - What Dreams Are Made Of (quite true.. i always hv sweet dreams or i shall go dream of happy things (: )

what should i do with my life?
Jesse McCartney - Shes No You (yea. im superior totally agree, actually i dun really understand this part :/)

will i ever have children?
Sean Paul - We Be Burning (WHAT THE?! so damn extra-ed ok so i still dun get it. someone explain?)

OK DONE!
OMG I THINK THIS THING IS SO TRUE! LMAOF AT SOME OF THE STUPID ANSWERS!
ok i shall go slp now (:

2006-08-09T15:21:00.000-07:00

yes blogger is once again being a bitch..

wanted to blog abt ystd..
and i blogged abt ytd, ytd.
but the post was gone. cz stupid blogger refuse to connect :/

ok den happy bdae singapore (:
i was damn anti climax ystd.

and damn sleepy today.
slept till one.. i shall go slp agn now.
seriously i need a prince charming.. HAHA to kiss me and keep me awake.
the volleyball guys are HOT! WOOTS!
spent my whole morn watching their hot bodies! ((((:
i feel soooo cheeky.
and as for yas.. i cant hang any longer.. i think ill die manzxzxzzxz ):

2006-08-05T12:40:00.000-07:00

ok lurh i shall blog since this is the first time ppl wants me to update (:

ok anws hist test was so damn URGHZXZ! just pass only ):
but maths was okay lurh.
took test on thrus and got it back on fri. so nice of loo right?
maths was better but got lower den celine and thrina by 1mark.

chinese test suck
tian xie han zi damn suckyyyy!
i dun even know how to write a single word!
the rest was okay.
sci prac test suck also ):
the whole lab was stinking with smell of chem okay?!
nearly choked on the fumes :/ DEADLY!

aiyah i think my love for blogging is gone since 1028394823497124 yrs ago!
haha shant blog anymore
pop is bringing me out to buy his books!
yay! more chances to get new story books!
im dying here with nth to read ):

2006-07-30T12:48:00.000-07:00

ok i shall grant thrina's wish.
she always wanted to see me take a picture with my youngest cousin.
and there it is:
i took this pic abt a mnth ago! haha now dene post. cz its in my mums phone (:

so sweet right?!
haha

ok anw my pop wants to get me a new phone but he keeps procrastinating.. i think its gona be next yr when i get to even SEE my new phone :/

ok going out soon. (:
haha this post is like just for thrina x)

2006-07-28T21:39:00.000-07:00

i met you and now i am sure
this never happened before

ok i shall blog long. since it was so long ago when i last blogged.
ok went to watch the lakehouse!
woots cries cries, i so totally teared in front of zu!
haha anw not alot lurh. sometimes tears just wana flow down and the bladder in your eyes just go malfunctioning at that time.

ok anyways there were many crescentians watching the show with us.

aad tmr.. sigh!
hist on mon (:
good luck to all!

ok i shall consider this long.

ps. thrina! i blogged!

2006-07-23T11:23:00.000-07:00

ok great i just realise that i hv been using my home com to visit blogs and more blogs.
and subsequently my blog's add is also added there thats why i need a pw to stop my freaking papa from reading my blog. im not trying to be secretive for atg.. but blogs are meant to be hidden from pops!

ok anyways my DEAREST whitey was being broken by my father!
like omg! or even wtf okay?! my dearest porcelain white cup i used when i grew up had been broken? like where is the momento for my period of maturity? ok wells i think my mum bought 2 of the same kinda cups as in shape and size. so im gona look for its clone and start using it again.

ok hv to do chi hw and art alr.. before yvonne ong scolds again.. ok maybe she wun :/

2006-07-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

its just a journey beyond the veil
and there will be nth left for me to worry abt.

i think sometimes im really pissed with the people around me.
only if they know whats in i mind.
and if only they were in my shoes.
i may seem perfect in life on the outside,
but inside me there is an avalanche that is going to collapse soon if i dun do anything to salvage the present situation.
but only if i knew the cure that could bring me on a time machine back to the time when i want to belong in.
im not prepared for this i can say.
although its a beginning, a start on a new journey.
but to me its alr the end of time.

no one seems to care whats going on abt the stuff that are going on.
and some can even be so naive abt the changed that are happening around them.
i think i seroiusly need a rest. i cant go on like this.
only if i cld sleep continously for 3whole weeks. only then life will seem more meaningful to me.

yes and maths hw is pilling on me.
and lit seems to be the most complicated shit that was knocked into the complex system of a man's head.
i cant seem to understand a single thing abt that fucking similarity and congruency thing ):

but at least the others are not that bad.
from my pri sch till now. i hvnt been suffering so much for maths before.
i COULD do all the stuff before.. but now. i think judgement day's drawing nearer for me.
it may not be but i hope it is.

its just a journey beyond the veil. and there will be nth left for me to worry.

2006-07-18T04:07:00.000-07:00

I will walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

yay!
i've been eyeing this skin for sucha long long time alr!
i seriously like that pic okay?!

anw gtg do hw now!

2006-07-16T21:25:00.000-07:00

ok i so totally refuse to remove this picture from my post!
i want it to be the first thing i see the moment the page finish loading.

thinking that the person havent left my mind
just the night i saw him.
thinking abt all the funny things he've done
and the way he express himself.
just cant keep my mind off him day and night.
hes there in my sweetest dreams
and thinking of him cheers me up when im down
= JOHNNY DEPP!!!! MISSES!!!! LOVES!!!
I WANA WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN AGAIN!
IT MEANS I CAN SEE HIM ONCE AGAIN!
HE HVNT BEEN OFF MY MIND!! I CAN STILL SEE HIM IN THERE! RIGHT THERE! SOMEWHR IN THE MIDDLE! THE NUCLEUS!

ok anw. dewi is gona buy the ticket from me!! WHEE(:
papa say that he might me bringing me to watch superman on the 21th (:
but i dun really fancy that show :/

and i also hope that chi ct isnt tmr!
just tell me that the worlds kidding me
its supp to be postponed to somewhr far far away

im hving more and more and more and more and more inspiration of making somemore skins!
ahaha just bcz tmr's a monday! mondays are good for health! more mondays more good health! means less suffering for everyone. no wait.. mondays arent that good after all. :/

2006-07-15T13:01:00.000-07:00

The rhythm of her conversation
The perfection of her creation

ok went to watch

JOHNNY DEPP IS CUTE HOT CUTE HOT CUTEEEEE! OMG!!! LOVESSS
he makes a DAMN VERY good comedian!
the show wld be dull and boring w/o him!
like omg!!! he is so damn funny!
i wld wana watch the show again if i hv the chance!
ok a pic from the show

dun worry william turner dint kill him. jack sparrow just simply pushed the sword away and walked away. HAHA SO COOL RIGHT?

anw! anw! anw! haha fine lurh. just wana say that blogger is always being a bitch.

"omg i think i cant function without sherry
haha i think this statement is totally gonna
increase sherry's ego" quoted from yasmins blog!
like pls?! who can function w/o me! haha im like the most essential element to walk this earth!
"but i wanted t go library coz sherry was there
and ass made me promise tt i wouldnt be distracted by sher
but obviously i couldnt keep my promise
i mean how can i not tok t sherry we she is lyk there
i was totally tempted" another quote from yasmins blog!
so can u guys see how imprt i am?!

hahaha i hv a bad hunch that im gona fail all the test that i've taken. )':
but still hv to face i huh. :/

ok lurh thats all.. ):

ps. theresa pls come back!

2006-07-12T21:15:00.000-07:00

No harvest moon to light one tender August night
its over and I mean it from the bottom of my heart

ok changed my blogskin alr!
haha miss thrina tham changed hers too. but its okay thrina, i wana use my present one before using yrs okay?

maths test and english oral is tmr. hope that i can talk properly and not talk abt winzu's speciality:"contextual knowledge" hhahaha she made oral sound like hist and we were laughing all this while during audrey neos lesson! haha

and bye to theresa. ): see u 7days later and i promise to be a gd girl and to be BOLD and BRAVE!

anw, mrs wong and ms loo remembers me and my name! haha im so friendly!!! (:

2006-07-10T20:44:00.000-07:00

too bad smartness killed fair lady...

i seriosuly hope that blogger isnt shity anymore.
i hate blogging a seeing sth else evil happen.

ok so papa's bringing me to watch pirates of the caribbean and lakehouse!
wheeeeeee(:
watching pirates of the caribbean this fri! just asked him! WOOTS!

and a bruise appeared on my hand this morn. still cant go off! like i dint even hurt myself! what kinda shit is this? i think its sth cancerous and my ulcer is still in my mouth! i've been suffering from it since last wk! shit lurh! dun even feel like eating atg ):

ok papa is still considering what are the other channels hes buying for the cable shit. and i think i want the sports channel! theres definitely gona be football!

ok read the papers abt cristiano ronaldo today. ok actually i really duno whats the correct way u shud spell his name. some say c'h'ristiano ronaldo and some say cristiano ronaldo. anw i think hes not gona go back to england to play anymore, the england fans hate him alot! i feel so sorry for him. it wasnt really his fault that rooney shoved him off, even the papers agrees with that too.

JOHNNY DEPP IS HOT! (:

eng was today. duno if i've flunked it or not.
its over lurh.. :/

ok gota study for maths test alr.. followed by hist and chi test next mon. :////

ps. congrats to italy for winning the cup, though im on france's side (:

2006-07-05T21:20:00.000-07:00

there is no one else i can give my love to except you.
its this secret i keep..

ok i just deleted msn from my com! WHEE!
i accidentally deleted a background and now im not happy with msn. thats why i deleted it.

so ppl dun miss me online! unless i start missing u guys and i will re-download msn.

ok i am VERY disappointed with germany's performance. germany's the country i love MOST in this times world cup. but they totally disappointed klinsmann!

so now, portugal is my sole hope in world cup. if my 'prediction' of france and italy came true. im not gona watch the finals. coz whats the point of watching some 2 country i dun support playing?
no wait, i think i support france! HAHA sry slip of my mind.

oh yeah and i shall thank ass for lending me 2dollars today! THANK YOU ASS! or else i wun be able to come home today. (: and ass shud also know that me, sherry, can suck up without memorising scripts. HAHHA i did it so well pls! (((: even ass thinks i suck up good too!

and football is actually some kinda fun! i went around the world today, for fun lurh. and i saw sooooo many behind the scene secrets and stuff! ((: they are sure FASCINATING!

ok i think im scatter-brain like shit! i can actually leave my wallet and my fave rubber band at home! i felt so helpless today okay?

and ms zuzu costan has a scanner! she has to help me scan "be happy" the neoprint into the com! haha its CUTE! EVERYONE LOVES BE HAPPY!

2006-07-04T21:16:00.000-07:00

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget...

ok actually i duno why i shud be blogging now.

but i seriously admire ppl who types in chinese.. cause it takes more den a million years to complete yr work in chinese :/

any stayed back in school today to do chinese project which is dued tmr. and i still hv one more talking stuff to do in front of the class and in total it makes 2 talking stuff! omg thats sad! okay so just hope i wun start panicking tmr. :/

ok so what if todays tuesday? things dint really turned out to be the way i wanted. which is kinda upsetting ):

anw new tv set is here! omg its like the same 29 inch okay i think its still quite small. but anyways. football is tonight! wana die arh! need to go sch tmr lurh!
why dint the producer of the world cup 2006 spare some consideration for poor lil schooling kids like us?! F*CK LURH!

anw i mama is still persuading papa to NOT allow me to go sch on the night when the finals are on! hope papa agrees to it! i think i will go sch still but just a lil later that day, okay i shall tell papa that and hope he grants MY WISH! woooooooots((((:

ok so timetable changed! tuesdays are still no better! except that we dun hv toilet lessons! HAHA!

i still need to give gracia my thumbdrive for those pics we took! aiyah dun care lah! i just give her a blank cd! (:

ok need to do hw alr! BYEZXZXZ ((((:

2006-07-01T17:30:00.000-07:00

Im so done and theres nothing you can do
Im better off with out you
there will be no second chances
taking you back cause im over that

ok slept at 2am this morning!
woots! finished the match btwn germany and argentina.
1(4)-1(2) germany won the match! WOOTS!
i always loved germany while pop loves argentina.
thank goodness germany won.. i've always been hoping that. x)

ok im like damn tired today. hving headache all day alr.
woke up at 10 today, cause mama brought me to my bp home to do some stuff.
ok my new wireless rock so much!
and papa bought a new television set. and he is gona buy me a new phone too soon! WHEE! (:

ok ystd was still relly tiring for me. like my legs breaking alr.
and tonight got to stay up late again. cause there is england vs portugal!
i love those 2 countries alot!!! so its kinda sad for either team to be eliminated :/
another night of sleep at 2am. shit lurh damn sianzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz...

and the new tv set's here tmr night!
no school on mon! COOLZXZXZXZXZZXZ
i seriously wana sleep now.. but hving tuition later. so cant :/

im in a mood to chat, but theres like no one onlin :/ so sad right?!

2006-06-30T22:53:00.000-07:00

omg im like using my new account to blog today.
hahha nice right?!

anw happy youth day! okay lah that was random!

the concert was FUNNY! OMG THE LAST PART WAS SO ENTERTAINING!!!!
BET IM GONA HAVE NIGTHMARES TONIGHT!

ok so went to ps today.. to get pictures of masks. with zu lyn ass and thrina
den so cooincidentally we met celine dewika theresa and gracia at the foodcourt.

ok so the nine of us happily chit chatted at the foodcourt for a very very long time!
den winzu had to leave. so theresa accompanied me down to the entrance to get my book back from her. halfway through, 2 woman stopped us! okay lurh they were young woman maybe 20+ but thank goodness i lied thats why we managed to run away from them.

den the 8 of us. LISTEN OKAY?! EIGHT of us! went to toilet to pee

and the volume theresa listens to music can totally brust you ear drums!
so damn loud okay?! couldnt stand it!

den we went to play drumset! WOOTS MY DREAM CAME TRUE! LIKE OMG! MY YOUNG TIME DREAM OF PLAYING DRUMS CAME TRUE!!! WOOTS! <33333333 but its like 5000+ so i think my dad will kill me if i make him buy it!!

then off our way to take neos. HEHE!
ok first was that hanging machine.. damn nice okay? i thought i looked good in those.. haha sounded ego but true! cause i always thought that i looked ugly. :/
anw they looked good! hahha! nice nice!

went home after that. haha went to my bp home. thrina came too.
i was tour guide-rish. i was glad that thrina thought that my house was nice. (:
so we went to pick shells from under the table.

den went home! tiring day it was!

2006-06-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

sch suck quite alot today.
chi lesson was once again fun.
but cs is lousy.

yes thrina is a good girl to listen to me and to listen to grease lightning's songs which are like top of the world's standard.

omg like the worse lesson is D&T!
we like hv to swtich teachers and we are with mr chan.

woots. poor yas n thrina got caught by azlin today.
its just so lucky that me and evelyn was FAR FAR in front. thats why she dint see us.

oh yeah, this new skin of mine isnt the one i was supp to make initially.
i wanted to make one with more nude stuff.. but since i thought these pictures are nice i made them my skin.

oh yes and happy birthday to asslee. im gona bring her present tmr.

fixed my infrared! WOOTS!
the TA spent so much time in fixing my infrared okay?!
wasted most of cs lesson. fine lurh.. i sounded as if i liked cs alot.

got tuition later.. hope that tutor doesnt come.. :/ dun really wants tuition.
got loads of hw to do before fri.

ps. i think im professional in making skins for myself. HAHAH sounded ego lurh. (:

2006-06-26T17:22:00.000-07:00

albert einstein was smart, but i am some wiser...
im a ladies man, ur man is a womanizer

hmm.. i shall blog today since it was five days ago that i last touch blogger.

ok today was like first day.. couldnt wake up in the morning. poof! haha
brought my new hairstyle to school.. hopefully they were well prepared cause i thought it was badly screwed :/

loads of talking in sch today.
changed almost all the teachers.
got new timetable.
oh yeah still hv to take money from class fund.
yes mass run date is out of the oven. and there is mass run tmr.
hmmmppphhh! unfair okay? its like first wk and there is alr mass run.

quite happy with the batch of new teachers, and my prediction of low kar hwee teaching us sci is so accurate! HAHAHA.
well she seems to be in a gd mood today. but sci lessons feel like maths too me. :/

chi lesson was so nice today! hahaha yes, and evelyn totally went to saudi arabia during chi lessons. and guess what abt saudi arabia did shet tell me abt?
ok conv went like that:
me "so how was it there at saudi arabia?"
lyn "the sand was like mud.. and the mud was like..."
me "the mud was like?"
lyn *thinking*
me "the mud was like sand"
lyn "huh what? the sand was like mud and the mud was like sand?"
HAHAHA! den the both of us started laughing like siao lurh!
and i think grandma theresa went shanghai during chi lessons. haha
i should hv gone outer-space huh. x/
anw, sitting with lyn during chi lessons are damn nice okay? always crap and laugh one, the both of us. x)
anw i think this is all larh. >:)

ps. im making a new skin but its a lil nude :/ but not that bad lurh.

2006-06-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

oh god!

anw went t sabrina's hse today.

aiyah thats all lah.. to lazy to blog..
like i see no gain or objectives in blogging.

blahs!

2006-06-19T19:01:00.000-07:00

i still think that all my skin making inspirations are gone for good!

tsktsk. thats why now im using skins from other people.
anw. off to do hw now

2006-06-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

the purity of water that ran through the fingers of a chaste.

OK! blogskins totally deleted my skin, WITHOUT PERMISSION!
so thats why i deleted MY account from blogskins too!
no more skin making for me. and tell you whats worse, that skin of mine hit more den 100 downloads and now its gone! like what okay?!
i also deleted my friendster accnt.. haha goodbye ppl!

anw papa's going to bring me watch 'the lakeside' on wed! WHEE!

and there are some things that i cant blog abt thought i want to. hmppppppppphhhhh!

japan vs croatia now.
duno will win.

i understand how bad it feels to snatch someone from someone.. though its just football players but it hurts as much.
lemme tell u briefly what happened.
2wks ago when world cup JUST started. it was the opening match btwn germany and costa rica. i found the germany's captain cute and i happily went to tell my cousins that he was cute..
AND GUESS WHAT?! MY COUSIN TODAY HAPPILY WENT AROUND TELLING EVERYONE IN MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE THAT THE CAPTAIN WAS CUTE AND 'SHE' WAS THE ONE WHO SPOTTED HIM IN THE FIELD! I WANA KILL HER OKAY?!
DIE LURH! BARELY STEALING MAN FROM 'HER' OWN COUSIN IN BOARD DAYLIGHT! THIS IS MUCH WORSE LISTEN MUCH MUCH WORSE FROM DAYLIGHT ROBBERY OKAY?!

like wft?! TSKTSKTSK!
yes and thats how a human's true color pops out by themselves!

2006-06-15T20:53:00.000-07:00

ONLY WHEN DEATH HIT ME.
I SAW A MIRACLE APPEARING IN FRONT OF ME.

ok human beings.. u shud know how blur sherry is!
firstly, her toe is serverly injured bcz she kicked sth hard.. and now its like swollen and the nail is cracked and bleeding profusely.

secondly, she actually cut her hand with sth very sharp till it bleed and it was DAMN painful.
but theres an irony! listen closely. her wound healed soooo quickly that i was bleeding this afternoon at arnd 2++ den now theres a layer of skin on top of it alr..

thirdly, late lunch caused drowsiness in trip to uncle's hse which is in clementi.

but the good thing is that i FINISHED ALL! LISTEN ALL! THE XMEN SERIES! HAHA FROM PART 1 TO PART3! LIKE WOOHOO!
I ROCK RIGHT?!

and like fourthly, duno if theres sucha word. all the football matches that i want to watch are LATE at NIGHT OR IN THE MORNING! LIKE WTF okay!?

I WANT TO WATCH ENGLAND PORTUGAL GERMANY AND SPAIN PLAY! LIKE WTF!
IT MEANS I CANT GET TO WATCH A SINGLE MATCH! UNLESS IM LUCKY ENOUGH TO WATCH THE REPLAY. HMPPPPHHHHHH!

oh yeah, there is this guy call torres from spain! he IS HOT!
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY.. HE IS MINE!! HAHA SO IS KAKA FROM BRAZIL!
and they are no. 9 and no.8 like yay! 17 is gona be my lucky no. den.. since theres no 17 who looks good too! HAHAH

2006-06-14T19:52:00.000-07:00

SHIT LARH!

stupid blog! failed to work like any other blogs. the template so damn sucky okay?!
made me look like someone who fails t personalise any skin. BOO!

i shall blog next time when im in a mood to.

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